` KELLY ;

driving test

2011-11-18T00:47:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow is the big day!

Driving test tomorrow and I really hope everything is well

Working very hard!

hehehes!

Kristen is home! yay to that!

please give me good news tomorrow.

Please stop giving me nerves!

Night

:(

2011-10-05T03:12:00.002+08:00

2 more days and I will be going somewhere, where I don't really know if it would make me extremely happy, or extremely sad.

Gosh, I can't stop thinking about you for a moment.

Madness, I am aware of it.

I not sure if it is because I can't let go, or I don't want too.

I guess that's what's stopping me from reaching out.

Gah, time really flies.

oh well, look at the positive side, I guess I am doing well now?

I hope things will look good in a long run too.

The future is getting harder and harder to move forward to.

Things are getting really really different.

I ask myself:

1. Should I follow my dream?

2. Should I be practical?

Sometimes, I really don't know.

The older you get, you start to realize things and see things that you never expect.

You start to see the needs and the society.

Life is unfair.

Not everybody get what they want.

I don't need a big house, I don't need a big car, I don't want expensive stuff.

All I ask for, is to be happy, blessed and feel the love and not the responsibility.

Life is indeed challenging. I am not smart, I am not pretty, nor am I special and unique.

People tell you to 'cross the line' but sometimes, you just have to accept it.

People are better than you, you know it, but you choose to deny it.

You get very protective of things, cos you don't want to lose it.

People get you wrong.

Natural human instincts tell them

1. I wanna make use of you

2. You are trying to control me

3. You afraid of losing me to someone else

4. I give you a certain kind of unexpected advantage

I feel that way too. But I always said, it is okay to be taken advantage of, if that fella knows the limit.

I is fine to loose.

You help someone, and don't expect someone else to help you back.

[Life just don't work that way]

But you know what.

We just have to face it.

Holiday

2011-09-13T23:38:00.001+08:00

Working like mad 5 times a week an I can't wait for Kristen to be back! Yay! Anyway, I'm extremely tired now, but just want monkeh pants to be alive in a way or another. Misses~

2011-08-27T00:44:00.002+08:00

It is really ages that I heaven't blog. Life is going pretty fine, nothing messed up. But nothing really exciting too. I guess this is the time where we all look for something fun to do. Looking at life options and finding things you are good at. Been hanging out with a lot of people these day and it made me realize how fortunate I am.

I can't wait to visit Korea in October~

Planning in progress and everything should be set and ready to go!

Korean lessons are fun and exciting as usual. Never fail to keep me interested.

Driving is fine too. I finally get the clutch and remembered how to park properly.

Looking at going F1 this year. I want to see Linkin Park and G.Drangon & T.O.P perform!

Let's hope everyone's life gets better and better, cheers :)

2011-07-18T00:00:00.002+08:00

Time passes really really fast :)

I'm 19th this year and it was awesome !

3 celebrations from my lovely friends !

1: Awesome classmates ! Thanks for the surprise !!

2: Lovely Eels ! Thanks for the surprise

3: My awesome family ! Thanks for everything

Its 18th July already ! Hahas

I had fun ~

I love you guys so muchhhhhhhhh !!

Dying monkeh-pants

2011-07-05T07:55:00.003+08:00

I love monkeh pants page .

This blog is pretty much my favourite compared to all the other ones.

Haven blogged for ages .

Life is tiring as usual .

Sometimes I wonder why god make us go through all the dramas

Is it some kind of test?

I wanna leave this place as soon as possible.

I don't wanna have kids in future.

You suffered so much, why bring them to this world and let them go through what you have gone through?

Maybe I shall adopt the unfortunate kids

At least they might appreciate and I swear I will love them and at least not worry about home.

2010-11-30T01:31:00.002+08:00

Life is so tiring.
Sometimes we get tired of living.
But I look at the people around me.
Some deserves more than what they are getting now.
So I must bear with everything and appreciate.
If only I could reach my hands out more to help.
But i really do not know what to do.
I can only lend my listening ear, and pray hard things will get better.
For that my friend, I wish you all the best.
Exams are around the corner, and i'm getting really stressed out.
Eating like mad.
Its either I eat ALOT, or I don't eat at all.
Needa choose one.

2010-11-03T21:55:00.003+08:00

unexplainable sorry
I don't know how i should put this.
I did not take everything seriously and I was too carried away
that I neglected your feelings.
It hurts so bad now, not being able to know how you feel.
I didn't have the chance to explain as well.
I really don't want to lose a friend
One i can proudly say, "Yes, he is one of my best-est friend ever"
Even if you are still mad at me, and you will not forgive me.
10 years down the road, I hope that if I see you, I will smile at you, and you will smile back.
My greatest wish now is that you will talk to me again
That you will tell me everything I was wrong.
Give me a chance to apologize whole heartedly.
It REALLY REALLY REALLY hurts to see you like this.
It doesn't matter if you don't want to talk to me anymore, It's not your fault ..
But i really don't want this friendship to go down to the drain.
I wished I was not there, I wish I could go back and change things, I wish I was more attentive.
I REALLY WISHED EVERYTHING WAS BACK TO NORMAL.
Even if we were not to meet, I don't want to see you hurt.
I hope that I can give you a hug, and things will go back to normal like before.
I am really sorry ):

life is unexpecting

2010-10-26T10:14:00.002+08:00

well, I feel that life is unfair, unexpecting as well .
We will never know what will happen next .
I have noticed something weird in you I guess.
I don't understand why you act this way.
Its as if you are afraid that people will take things away from you .
Well, i don't know (:

Long long

2010-08-29T21:22:00.002+08:00

YOG have been the greatest times I had these year

With such wonderful friends.

They support me all the way :)

Thank You guys.

And not to forget, the wonderful bosses and people whom I met there.

It was such a great experience.

I wish it never ended ):

I am so tired now.

How I wish I could study well these few days.

A lot of decisions to be made.

Tired.

Happy 18th Birthday :)

2010-07-20T18:07:00.009+08:00

It is the most memorable birthday I had.

On 16th July, Spent the afternoon with Mei Mei and we went shopping happily!

Thank you so much for the bag. :)

Met D later, went to cathay and found out that the tickets were sold out.

We then headed to to PS for awhile and had Yoshinoya, and finally, we went to Clark Quay.

We found out that it was food fest.

The food there smell great!

D regreted having Yoshinoya!

Hahas~

walked around later and went to starbucks and hanged around.

Took so many pictures till my camera went flat.

Hahas. Thank you for spending the night with me. :)

17th July.

Flooded by K's love constantly.

Yes. "you want the whole world to know my birthday right?"

hahas. Thank you so much dear.

hehehes.

Woke up in the morning and went to mentoring.

It was really a big surprise!

Thank you so much mentors and mentees :)

It was a really good start.

After mentoring, went to Marina Barrage to do project work.

Thanks A,F,V and K for the cake. :)

At night, Qin, B, R&R, XY and CH came.

Thanks for spending my birthday with me :)

Let the pictures do the talking :)

hongkong

2010-07-04T21:55:00.005+08:00

wow .

I guess im really dead.

its awhile since i blogged.

school has been tiring (always)

i love my bed the most.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIQIN !

you're such a lovely friend :)

may all your dreams come true !

dont think so much okay?

anything just call me !

im just a call away !

K went to London for holiday

takecare okay !

heeheees

got a haircut !

AND I LOVEEEE IT !

thx debbie and ruru ! :D:D

*loves*

Hand-over ceremony yesterday !

dear d-v;
i sure have known you for awhile (:
yes, everyone will be there for you.
But what i really want to say is,
you really need to be positive.
it's not the end my friend.
Like you said, retribution.
It may or may not be.
Take some time to think through it.
you might find someone else better next time.
treasure everything you have now.
It's the forest you need to take care of. Not the tree.
you deserve someone better.
you know what position you are in.
you know how someone have treated you.
its normal that you feel upset.
But don't like this put you down.
you are a great friend.
(to me at least)
maybe i'm different from all your other friends.
like weirder or whatsoever.
You do piss me off at times.
but no matter how angry or irritated I am,
im still here (:
i really hope that you'll feel better.
dont be discouraged by what had happened.
try being serious for the next few.
And sooner or later, you will understand the true meaning of it.
Cheer up and Take care .
Stay Strong (:

K IS COMING BACK

2010-06-12T12:40:00.001+08:00

WOOOTS
K IS COMING HOME!
2pm baby !

exams are over.
WOOHOO

Good sleep

2010-06-06T21:30:00.002+08:00

This week will pass really fast
"My dad asked me, so you know what you're doing after poly already huh?"
He knew what I was thinking.
He told me to do what I like.
If I don't enjoy it, stop.
Stayed at the library for four and a half hours trying to remember all my Logistics stuff
Wrote a list of formulas for IT paper tomorrow.
It will be along week
All the best everyone (:
you all will do well !

2010-06-06T02:21:00.003+08:00

how are you?
i miss you so much.
i have not felt this way for a long time?
i hope you are here to listen to me like before.
i wish you were here .

It makes wonders (:

2010-06-01T23:37:00.005+08:00

School has been crazy :/
all the tutorials are so content heavy.
Been staying in school till quite late.
Mentoring is getting more and more interesting. (:
IM SOOOOOOOOOOOO LOOKING FORWARD TO K COMING HOME !!!
hehehes
Somehow, i enjoy grouping and doing work with A,F,V and K alot (:
Sorry for the bug D:
But i love the cameraaaa moments (:
I shall learn to be a less emotional cancer. HAHAS
Picture that i took with A . heeheees (:
love them ! *hearts hearts hearts!*

Went out with Cass (:

it was really funnyyyyy !

had fun :D:D sent yong off at the airport before we left :D

long day

2010-05-17T21:25:00.001+08:00

it has been awhile.
thank you Oranges for being such fun and great campers !
i will never forget these 3 days manzxzx !

need to sleep .

superteens

2010-05-02T22:37:00.002+08:00

Thank you for making life wonderful
Thank for for letting me take a break.

It was a fast pace week.
CCA drive was crazy, but I had fun.
Throughout this week, I learned so much
I know so much more about people I was not close with.
Had NW trial on friday night.
Came home, dead tired, slept for 4 hours
woke up just to get ready for Piano
When I was about the leave the house, I remembered that it was labour day -.-
went back to sleep again.
Today was fun (:
went out with Jessica before heading for STAC meeting
we went shopping.
saw a pair of heels that cost $19.90
hesitated, left NEW LOOK.
Wen we were leaving, i headed back.
then i found out it was $29.90 -.-
left for the meeting
had dinner together.
I was soo tired. :/

Sorry mentoring lovelies for not being able to go for today's trial D:

2010-04-25T23:03:00.003+08:00

My heart broke.
I wished I was physically there for you.
Things a re so unpredictable.
I don't know why my tears are starting to drop.
I miss sharing everything with you.
I miss laughing together.
I miss the crazy times we have lunch together.
I miss the library movies we watch together.
I just ... miss you.
I don't know how to get back to that stage.
I had given up, because I feel that you no longer give me a chance.
I am really tired of trying.
I get really crazy...
I every case, thank you for being there.
I hope we can go back to the past.

No boundaries

2010-04-25T22:44:00.002+08:00

For no reason, I am so addicted to singing No Boundaries by Adam/ Kris

hahas

This weekend is 100% crazy.

All sorts of unexpected emotions, unexpected outings

I felt the anger built in me, just because of Jan Geun Suk

You can say I am crazy, I am mad, I am insane.

But it doesn't really matter.

It the upset feeling I get thinking of what had happened.

I was so close.

The weekend is sure a fast - slow one.

The time passed really fast, but the pain stayed longer..

I don't know how many times I wanted to cry on Saturday just because of that. -.-

In any case, it is over (:

Thanks for the experience .

Time to get real.

School tomorrow.

8am -.-

Its going to be a long long long long day .

K

2010-04-21T19:12:00.002+08:00

School has been ending extremely early these few days

I am so tired because school is like at 8-9am everyday.

Including GEMS.

Korean Class cancelled today D:

I miss K already, COME HOME !

yawns

2010-04-19T11:30:00.000+08:00

tired and sleeepy.
Terrible.
Slept in the break time for IT 2.
But listen in class for the others
had power nap ! hahahas

School

2010-04-19T07:53:00.000+08:00

today is the first day of school
8am classs , super tireeeed

BYE syogoc and Batam

2010-04-18T12:10:00.002+08:00

Have not blogged for a few days.

It is the end of ITP and i sure am missing it.

Alot of people that I will miss , and it will feel weird

there wont be this family anymore after the games.

I will miss them much.

Batam yesterday was soooooooooooooo fun!

went there with zak, Az, Rahmat, Bal , Az mummy and Az friend

first stop was the cream bath hair treatment.

It only cost 17 sg bucks !

it was soooooo good, i slept

i loveeeeee it and im soooooooo going back there again (:

Next was the bakery. Its 1000000000% better than the ones in Singapore.

CHEAPER TOO !

MAT bought like .......... SO MUCH !

So yummmmy ! Regretted not buying more D:

Next We went to a shopping mall.

HAD A&W ! loveeeeeeeeeees :D:D,

ROOTBEER FLOAT !

there are no more A&W in SG. SAD.

shopppping after that.

Bal and mat bought ALOTTTTTTTTTTTT!

*quite lah* hahas

Bal got his perfumes, mat bought a shirt, zak bought a jacket.

Bal, mat and I bought the same jacket, just diff colourrr LOL. (:

loveeeee it !

hahas.

We went for dinner after that.

A&W still full

But we ate still !

While I was there, I went to wash to hands ,

AND A FREAKING TADPOLE JUST CAME OUT OF THE TAP

ON TO MY HANDS

I FREAKKKKKKKK OUT LIKE MADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

dam disgusting. yucccccccccccccccccck

anyways, YUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKS

I then washed my hands 3 timessssssssss .

We then playyed the playground there, the merry-go-round was soooooooo fun !

hahas

we had food after that, it was sooo niceeee.

Ate with my hands ! (:

I love the fishhhhhh ! yum !

After dinner, last shopping stop !

I was dead tired already, mat, bal were still buying friendship bands (:

then zak and az bought too (:

Last ferry back.

Slept throughout.

dam tireeeeeed alreadyy

I had the best timesssss everrrr

lets go again ! (:

I didnt know people eat durian with spoons . LOL

I miss K already. Im waiting for june babe . lovesss

:D

2010-04-09T17:37:00.001+08:00

Have a good weekend . lol .

hit the nerves ! its going to be a crazy one ~

Fang

2010-04-09T11:02:00.002+08:00

Fang was twelve yesterday ! (:
got her a teddybearr <333
hahas

hung out with K and A afterwards, had dinner
headed to buy the prezzy before going to times
I was looking for books, while they were looking at magazines
they got dam excited about FHM -.-
headed home later,
couldnt sleep
finished my Daphne Bridgeton (<3)
as great as forever, waiting for Quinn's new series (:
going to be busy this weekend .
hmms ...

tired.

2010-04-08T23:05:00.001+08:00

tired .. Very tired .

im sorry

2010-04-07T16:44:00.003+08:00

Dear Germaine and Michelle,

I .. disappointed you guys . Hurt you guys as well .. I am sorry.. I know that you guys don't like the way I am now and I should not be like this . I had neglected you guys, disrespected you guys and been rude. I know that you guys wants me to change. I am dearly sorry that I did not trust you guys too .

Things is obviously not right, like you said Germaine, and nothing is going to be alright. Michelle, I know you're talking about me, and you want me to change. I can't hide it anymore, and I want to see it at the brighter side, because I dont know what to do anymore.

I have been constantly reflecting on myself these few days and I will change.. But please tell me where I have gone wrong exactly too ... I try so hard to just change things, but I really dont know how to ..

You guys are one of my closest friend, someone I share things with, talk to and everything. I really dont wish to loose you guys ..

Openly in my blog, I apologize to anyone whom I had hurt.

I am Sorry.

Germaine, I am sorry ..

Michelle, I am sorry..

please tell me where I have gone wrong..

And I want to thank you guys, because I know that everything you do is for my own good..

Lastly, I love you guys, always ..

sleepy

2010-04-07T14:49:00.002+08:00

It has been crazy.

ITP is going to be over soon.

Have quite some things

School is going to start, Im gonna let things be and dont think so much le (:

it seriously hurts, tires me out and all.

but im gonna be fine.

after letting my feelings go yesterday, i think im better (:

it has been such a long time.

I have not been positive and always see things on the negative side.

It may good (:

so dont i must cheer up !

Cant wait to go batam !

going to see people whom i have not met for agessssss !

(:

2010-04-07T09:33:00.001+08:00

Every time you make a move, my heart skips a beat

for the good (:

sick of it

2010-04-04T22:54:00.003+08:00

does loosing something means something new is going to come? Because if it is, i dont want anything new.. Im happy with what i have now, so please stop taking things away from me. I love my friends, i love my family, i love everything i have and i love the time i have got.

they are the most wonderful people whom i have got, the best that i can get. I always feel that im getting more and more negative, but can someone teach me how not to in this situation? Its really stabbing me straight in my heart.

i guess im sick and tired of it.

i know there is something, but i hate to make the second move.

sleepy

2010-04-01T08:26:00.002+08:00

despite sleeping at 8.30 last night

i woke up tired and shaking ..

it was 1 of the scariest dream ever.

disaster struck and my worse fears were there ..

im glad i woken up.

im gonna have a good night tonight (:

sheila

2010-03-29T09:35:00.002+08:00

i had a good chat with S last night

caught up with each other :D

there are like so many similarities and it good that i have such a friend

we knew each other since primary 3

it has been very long and we kept in touch for awhile already (:

I am glad that i still have her (:

im think im happy today .

hahahas

positively

2010-03-28T15:35:00.002+08:00

im trying to be very positive about it.

relax relax relax.

think more about other people's feelings..

appreciate people more..

its a rough and difficult road for me ahead.

i need to look ahead .

tired

2010-03-26T17:11:00.002+08:00

I suddenly lost the touch

I feel that im not appreciated.

Maybe its because I did not appreciate people enough.

I feel hurt, tired, upset.

But there is nothing i can do.

Or i just dont what to do.

It feels like 2 years ago.

So uncomfortable, so ... depressed.

i dont want to feel this way.

I have been neglecting people close to me, people whom i trust.

Thanks CH, K, J, XY, R for listening to me, and knowing how i feel now.

I know im a disappointment. I know im too occupied with things.

I am sorry, but thank you for listening to me ..

For understanding .. I love you guys ..

To the certain somebodies,

I know you know who i am saying.

im sorry

bored

2010-03-25T11:55:00.002+08:00

I have so little things to say cos im so tired

work is fun

but im slowly missing the holiday and school.

i missing hanging out for movies, having sushi and slacking at coffeebean

I miss meeting K out at night, just at bishan library to spent time.

I miss everyone and everything

i miss my weekends that im so busy now i cant get to spent it and slowly

im not looking foward to it now.

mentoring is crazy.

i cannot manage so many clubs

and really tired already.

despite sleeping for 10 hrs last night

i cant wake up this morning.

CDM was interesting.

the delegates are nice .

One of the experience that i can never get besides in syok.

Anyways, i saw illiana's dad.

Apparently he is in charged of the opening and closing ceremony of the event.

blogging

2010-03-22T08:23:00.001+08:00

Its really tiring.

However, i had replenished my sleep !

Sprained my waist.

Hurts like shyt.

blogging has not been a routine.

busy busy busy.

보 고 싶 보 요

YOG

2010-03-10T11:10:00.003+08:00

i have lost the purpose to blog.

dont really know what to write anymore.

all the best WK in NS (:

good job Gino kor on A levels results (:

attached to YOGOC , fun (:

and QQ ~ yiyi miss you !

chinese new year

2010-02-19T10:22:00.002+08:00

it has been a long time since i blogged.

new year, new goals, new stuff, new dreams

im pursuing.

chinese new year was a rush

too many people

too many things to do

but it went all well

i get to see many people whom i dont

its something good (:

new house

2010-02-08T20:06:00.002+08:00

it has been crazy

just moved into the new house

and i miss my lappy soo much

done alot of packing and all

its like only 3 days

but it seems like weeks

i feel weird

no longer at the house that i could walk in with my eyes closed

no more easy transportation

but its a nice house (:

will load pictures soon

i have left all my memories there

things that had happened

my heart broke so many times

it has been 14 years that i lived there

thank yo for all the time

it means alot to me.

love

Minutes

2010-02-03T20:44:00.002+08:00

minutes;

To those in pain and having problems

i do not know how to help you

but remember, i love you;

motorcycle

2010-02-02T11:54:00.002+08:00

i saw 2 different scenarios yesterday while waiting for my mum

Both includes bikes:

A guy came to pick her girlfriend up, passed her the helmet and then went up on the bike first. Took the jacket, sat on it. The girl have not settled down, but the guy had drove off in a very fast speed and went off

This is one of the biggest fear of my life. I was so frightened when i saw the girl on the bike and the first thing that came to my mind was her falling off the bike and got into an accident.

A father had came to pick his son up. He came down, helped him settle his stuff and passed him his helmet. He waited for him to be ready before he got onto the bike and waited for his son to go up. He waited for both of them to be stable before going off.

Is this responsibility or ..? I feel a lot more secure and i could see that his dad had made sure of his son's safety before going off. This is the kind of feeling that i want to get, and i am glad to say, my parents had give it to me.

My life is going to change a little during this period, and more of the things i wanted to do, will be done. It will be a lot more tiring, and extremely crazy, but its worth a try (:

tired

2010-01-31T09:32:00.002+08:00

i am so glad that brice had helped me in something ! (:
heeheees
currently at starbucks
waited since 8.30
having my caramel plus java frap.
it reminds me of JH and the crazy times
it gas been so long
my cheeky look, the oh so in-mature me
it was amazinggggg
waiting for M,G,F and A to arrive

i cant wait to the this step to my new life.

time

2010-01-28T23:45:00.001+08:00

i feel that im so old now, that i dont wanna grow up ;

Jang Geun Seok

2010-01-27T17:35:00.004+08:00

♥

he's so dam cute ;

loved . Jang Geun Seok

2010-01-27T00:16:00.000+08:00

I shouldnt have done that,
I should have pretend not to know
Like I didnt see it, like I couldnt see it
I shouldnt have looked at you in the first place

I should have run away
I should have pretended I wasnt listening
Like I didnt hear it, like I couldnt hear it
I shouldnt have heard your love in the first place

Without a word you made me know love
Without a word you gave me love
Because you took a just a breath and ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love abandons me
Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised
Because it came without a word.

kristen

2010-01-25T23:04:00.002+08:00

she has been a lovely friend

i adore her.

i know that soon, she will be away

to study in Sydney. It is a good thing.

Going here to study, we should celebrate for you (:

I will not lie and say "im not upset at all"

I will still say "i will miss you"

I will of cos remember the times we spend together.

I know that we will still talk to each other everyday

We will email each other, like how we use to when youre not in town.

It will be the same, still friends, still being loved . (:

I don't it to be a tearful goodbye.

I know that we will be there for each other

No matter what.

4 years had passed, we matured differently.

But all I know is, my heart never changed.

It is the same you I will know

and years later, it will be the same.

I will be strong.

For you and for myself.

let this be a happy "goodbye",

but deep inside my heart, I know, you never left .

thank you kristen for supporting me always

i love you.

2010-01-20T08:32:00.002+08:00

falling in love is a sin

*hints hints*

its the process of

OMG, he so cute
ARHH , i wanna see him !
wait wait wait, awhile more, hes coming ! hes coming!
walau, *faulse hope* thought he sms me
GOD ! PROTECT ME ! hope i see him today !
EHH ! HE SMS ME LIAO ! *checks phone in panic*
Nvm nvm, tmr will see him *hehes*

hahahaas !

this is so amazing

this is what happens when you fall in love without knowing

*HINTS HINTS*

lalalalalas ~

freeze

2010-01-20T08:09:00.002+08:00

i miss this me.

woke up this morning and the first thing that i did :

i scolded my sis

for the slightest reasons.

pissed to the core !

haven had peaceful sleep for awhile

it feels like im no where near the world

i do not have the power to make a choice

my hands are weak

my heart stopped for a moment

i thought again, will i be alive again?

when will it beat again.

i have no idea.

someone died today

i suddenly didnt know how to express myself anymore

i feel so lost . tired .

for 1 moment, i think have really lost you .

what will 2010 be like?

it scares me :/

pms

2010-01-19T23:24:00.002+08:00

i dont know why i am pms-ing so much

but i guess it has something to do with my stress level and all sorts of things bahs.

amk

2010-01-18T17:05:00.002+08:00

it was amazing today.

went to school

was extremely tired

school ended soon enough

then headed to amk with mich and ger

was kinda crazy

walked alot.

went to amk library

was kinda funny

had mee sua for lunch ! yums ~

WEIKIAT

2010-01-17T23:41:00.001+08:00

WEIKIAT !

Sorry, got to go offline.

Anyways, here are the lyrics (:

Anything text me . lols

爱不单行

找不到人说心里的寂寞

找不到人懂怕黑的折磨

找不到命中注定在一起的那个人

很多人都像我一个人过生活

爱只有简单笔画却比想象复杂

恨安定爱变化

我爱过几个人也被爱过几遍

却还是没能将幸福留下

爱是不可数的吗为何我还相信

它不是独行侠

我在等一个人在等我的永恒

告诉我爱不单行别害怕

用不完身边泛滥的自由

开始怕孤单是一种诅咒

羡慕我能飞的人为何在天黑以后

还是宁愿回到爱情那个枷锁

我在等一个人在等我的永恒

告诉我爱不单行相信它

ming ming (:

2010-01-16T23:01:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, you just need a friend to talk to

Sometimes, you just have to scold someone

Sometimes, you just need that someone, to be that someone

that's called a friend.

I would like to thank this particular person.

MING MING (weiming)

for always listening to me, being my listening ear.

and of course, always accepting me

even though i am an annoying person

you always give in to me

help me whenever i need help

make me happy whenever im upset

help me through the most difficult times of 2009

thank you so much.

i am very grateful for all your help

and i really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart .

you are someone that i can really trust

and you are that someone, i can call a real friend

thank you .

choices

2010-01-14T15:27:00.001+08:00

We dont always have choices

sometimes we do not have a chance to do things that we want to do

but we have no choice.

i have always wanted some things to come true

but they never did .

school

2010-01-14T12:09:00.001+08:00

school is 100% annoying now

i cant wait for the holidays to come

dead tired and i want my sleep.

guess i wont be blogging for awhile

nagging

2010-01-09T22:13:00.001+08:00

I seriously hate the new year naggings

irritates me to the core

and people always think that they are sooooo great

but the fact is, they ain't.

i want to be better .

school

2010-01-07T16:37:00.002+08:00

Tiring in school

feel like heading home any minute now

still have things to do ..

tired

2010-01-06T21:18:00.002+08:00

it feels like im involved in too many things

i need rest

can't sleep well at night

im doing my best to go to bed as soon as possible

AutoCADD was crap

thought that i had finished it

but was a disappointment

the dimensions were wrong

and i sort of 'redo' it

its almost done now

left the chairs and tables to move, then text

IM DONE

however, i haven started on the backdrop and all

going to do it on friday.

IDEA's presentation is due next week

need to be 'done' by tomorrow

thanks germaine for the skin of the slides etc.

SP open house tomorrow

then maybe meeting jess and gang

*loves*

blog tomorrow

sis nagging (:

:/

2010-01-04T21:44:00.003+08:00

i still remember that smile on your face

its made me melt;

i don't know how long this is going to take

it hits so hard everytime i see you

i don't want it this way

honestly.

you are always my friend

i respect that.

2010-01-03T00:09:00.000+08:00

packed my room

it killed me -.-

met A and K

it was kinda funny

was at bishan

i had popcorn

nicee nicee

then saw a lizard

it was gross

freaked out.

went to the bus stop

saw gino.

it was nice to see him there .

new year

2010-01-01T02:10:00.004+08:00

2010 is here

thank you to those who has been there for me

loves ~

First STLC Outing

2009-12-30T23:17:00.002+08:00

Went out Ice Skating today

it was great !

11 people was here, and i'm happy that it hit my target (10).

J, XY, CH, B, T, L, B, J, J and D

we had Aston's for dinner

not to forget, J , R and R joined us !

it was a yum yum !

headed back to ch's place and slack with J, R, R, B, and T

i had fun today

thank you all for supporting me . (:

i knew that its time for people to know

and i trust this group of people

i hope that it wont happen

but it still happened

i feel dam insecure now

i will be fine tomorrow .

2009-12-29T14:33:00.001+08:00

It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile

Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just wanna be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it (feel it)
You know I can hear it (hear it)
So can you feel me feel you....

You know it's time....

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love

You know I ain't giving up on us
You know I ain't giving up on
Oh I ain't giving up on us

christmas party at ch's

2009-12-29T12:21:00.003+08:00

yesterday was really lovely ~

it was so much fun

and i saw some people that i haven seen for ages

loves ~

thank you CH for the lovely party

please stop MIA-ing.

avatar

2009-12-27T20:40:00.003+08:00

It is the best movie that I had watched this year

A Triple WOW

The best thing about it

is it's animations

they are wonderful !

it involves real humans, and made imaginary creatures

ITS JUST SO REAL !

its a fantasy

the one that actually made me believe.

5 stars !

Been really busy these few days

tired ttm !

the frong and the princess

2009-12-26T00:35:00.002+08:00

watched the princess and the frog today

went to uncle's house for christmas

thanks for the wonderful meals and all

jie jie gave me an O.P.I new polish

thanks !

and i got a lovely bear too (:

it has been 4 years

all sorts of funny things

i still remember you couldn't pronounce my name when we first met

until the time we were in softball

you're always one of the good ones

how we started going for recess together in secondary 3

and how we continued hanging out when we're in secondary 4

the time you had a boyf; and i don't

the ups & down of the friendship

the times we sat together in class for chemistry

the help you gave me for my studies

the O level period; when we are playing runescape

the day brilliant year we had this year

the gossips we had this year

the number of times we hung out

the number of times i annoy you

the number of times we went to amk hub and bishan -.-

the time you fell down in times

the first pepperlunch you had

the movies we watched .

i have lost count ..

there were so many things we shared

and i don't want it to stop

i don't want next year to come

its heartbreaking.

i don't want to loose a friend .

dear Kristen,

thank you for everything

your existence made my year a meaningful and wonderful one

it can't be found anywhere; but in my heart.

thank you.

out with ahma fang and qin

2009-12-22T23:27:00.003+08:00

woke up early in the morning

to help my mum buy coconut -.-

dragged my feet all the way to serangoon

I was extremely sleepy and all.

Headed home asap.

Sis and Bro are all tuitioning

which means that they used my room

*no more sleeping*

ohwells, given up, and went to watch tv

waited for WQ to come over

then headed to watch bodyguards and assassins

it was a great movie (:

i was really amazed by the sacrificing.

we then headed back home

WQ stayed till 9pm

we went to the coffeeshop sit sit talk talk

then she left

thanks for eclipse ! (:

dad then suggested that mum bring me out to see the Christmas lights

was amazing and all

dad 'raced' with mum

dad's GTR is obviously faster

mum just took her time

was afraid of speeding

cos she might be suspended

*sped too much*

-.-

it was an experiece

i love it (:

busy

2009-12-21T23:00:00.001+08:00

I have been the busiest person on earth

Been out a lot.

don't really feel like writing this now

going to bed ASAP :D

2009-12-13T23:51:00.007+08:00

Thursday
Went to J's house
I took a Cab there as I was too tired
met her at Westmall
went to buy lunch, before heading over to her place
It was fuuuun there !
Kind of crazy at first
she went to pack her stuff and all
then I stayed at the living room to study
I memorised AVS there
I'm so glad the paper is over !
After both of us were done, we started setting up the christmas tree !
its the most exciting thing eveeeerrrr
*shiok*
the shape of the tree is kinda funny anyway .
LOL
i had fun there, thanks babe !
p.s. Those lovely goodies were from J ! FTW FTW !

Friday
KOTA TINGI !!
It was closing ceremony for ST Camp 2
it was fun there !
Thanks to J,XY,CH,K and B !
I had the most wonderful time there ~
Thank you Dr.E for the fabbbb dinner (:
p.s. Look at the beautiful waterfall ! and some rdm stuff i drew ^^

Saturday
Parenting Seminar for the whole day
POON-ING FTW FTW FTW
it never fail to make XY laugh !
HAHAHAS
anyways, thank you J,XY and CH !
you guys made my day *WOOOTS*
hehes
being with you guys really made a difference (:
FTW FTW
Thank you P for being us for dinner!
it was fabbbb ~
get well soon !
p.s. the wonderful food and cute santa ~

Today
Watch New Moon in ther afternoon with K
we had lunch first at dintaifeng
it was yummmy ! shiok fried rice ~
the movie was great, although i did not have too much expectations for this movie
the book was really dry
but the movie was alot better
most importantly
i prefer the cullens
*K, SEE SEE*
hahas
he's the creature i adore (:
p.s. i love the third picture !

Planet 51 !
its a really cute animation movie
watched with my family.
It is really cuteeeee
loves !
p.s. thanks mummy, daddy, meimei(s) and didix for the wonderful time !

out with yong

2009-12-09T20:24:00.002+08:00

sometimes i look into the mirror and ask myself
"why are you so weak?"
yong came to meet me after school, before heading for piano
while waiting for her
i went to this CD/DVD shop
while i was looking around
i saw the _ _ _ _ _ DVD
and i jerked and SIAMED
some people starred at me
but i dont know why this fear is overpowering me
anyways, yong came, then we went to BHG to buy her stuff
then we had subway
:D
bumped into M
said hi (:
yong saw him, and her reactions was
WOW, where can i get that complexion
YES, SHES JEALOUS
hahas

im so glad that PM paper is finally over
should be going out to some other place to study AVS tmr :/

jess and i

2009-12-08T22:19:00.002+08:00

Economics paper is over
and it is project management tomorrow
(:
i studied, and its enough, i am tired now .
went out with jess today
failed attempt to study outside
but i certainly enjoyed myself ttm !
JESSICA FTW
hehes
bought new top from topshop
a suspenders at far east
a chapstick from watsons
and i had my mineshineee
happy
we had sakae buffet today
it was a really funny one
JESS MADE ME EAT THIS HORRIBLE STUFF
omg ttm !
headed to borders
and bought a book !

pictures !

bored

2009-12-06T18:24:00.003+08:00

went out with K ytrd
headed to bishan to study
managed to remember econs stuff
went to jalan with K later
then she came over to my place
slacked
laughed (:

it just came to me
for that one moment
i wandered, are you still there?
i don't feel so much
i don't remember so much
because i think it doesn't matter anymore
for that moment,
i thought of my wonderful friends
my ST lovelies
and so many more people;
i don't need this extra load to be there for awhile.

"i just thought, are you there?"

*edited*
can't wait for next week to be over
yes, its the exam week
i want holidays
im brain drained in a way
i dont think its really the studies
but its just ME
ME ME ME
something feels wrong, but i cant figure out what ..

out ystrd

2009-12-03T12:53:00.008+08:00

I had fun .
Met K and A first at J8
slacked , and saw weird people.
anyway, we had lgs.
slacked around
then headed to piano.
After piano, went back to J8
met B, CH, R, L+L and M+J
it was a really funny dinner session
laughed my ass off :D

BRICEEEE
I hope that you have a wonderful trip
and STAY SAFE YEAH ! (:

ISAAC:D : HELLOOS (:
jessica: HAVE A SAFE TRIP YEAH?
`JINGHUI-x: love yah babe ~ meet up soon !
Jevis: HAHAS
ZhiYu♥:HI ZHIYU ! how are you? (:
josh: HI JOSHHHIIIEEEE
weikiat `: HAHAS ! you and your "DO-A-DEAR" LOL
Brice: BRICEE :D
aby: LOL, you want a BOYF !
michy: YOU FIND ONE FOR ME LAH , HAHHAS
Roseann:Heys !! YEAH ! (: lols meet up again soon !

picturees !

boyf

2009-12-01T23:11:00.002+08:00

gosh

YES

everyone around me

(most of them)

are attached. -.-

it feels weird to know that

I am sort of the only one

Alot of people around me who are single

are looking for guys etc etc ~

it feels weird as well :/

ohwells, school is freaking tiring today

i have piano tmr

and i most probably dinner !

with ST lovelies !

nothing special

2009-11-30T19:34:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY JINGHUI !!!
may all your wishes come true !

went out with abi today
failed attemp to watch a movie again
gahhh !

p.s. WK, ps, the retarded video wont load. will put on youtube than upload (:

weikiat

2009-11-29T00:40:00.002+08:00

Went out with WK today
was quite havoc
we planned to meet at 2.30pm
but was early by 15mins.
went to his place play com while he get ready
then he was FINALLY ready
at 3.45 -.-
lols
then i had a craving for wang wang
we headed to 7eleven to buy
hahas
then headed to plazasing
we have longjohn
we super full after that
then went to play the "grab" thingy
spent 17bucks
failed to get anything
*faints*
then since he is waiting for J
we have nothing to do in the meantime
then we went to sengkang
he didnt know we were going there
then he was like
"you dont bring me go sell horh"
*FALL*
lols
in the train was like telling stupid jokes
he and his crows
BTH
lols !
then went to meet MICH
was kinda random
then taught WK how to play the piano
it was kinda crazy
we were playing "twinkle twinkle little start" and "Do-a-Dear"
for AH HOUR
hahahs
but he was SUPER FUNNY
then played with the MACBOOK
took stupid pictures
then headed back to serangoon
waited for Q
WK accompanied me
*THANKS*
slacking over at my place :D
thanks Q :D
thanks WK for today :D
was funn !!

nothing

2009-11-28T11:07:00.002+08:00

i have not been doing anything fun these few days
tireeed
finished my econs and my etiquette
left with AVS and Proposal.
family left for beijing yesterday
now i know whats called lonely D:
gosh.. i miss them already .

JESSICAAA

2009-11-26T00:01:00.002+08:00

JESSICAAA
my dear friend (:
i will miss complaining to you
i will miss disturbing you
and yes
i will miss you D:
everyone will miss you ..
have a safe trip to taiwan
and be SAFE
takecare yeh?
loveeees (:

tired TTM

2009-11-25T08:21:00.002+08:00

Slept on the train on the way to school
was super sleepy .
Had lessons till 6pm ystrd
went to YMCA after that
met J,CH,XY and B !
chitchatted
J gave me a super cute monkehhhhhhhh :DDDD
hehehehehes
its soooooo cuteeeeeee
hahas
we then ad dinner tgt at bishan
talked about alot of stufff (:
*happy*

jessica and I

2009-11-22T19:58:00.003+08:00

met my Jessica darling :D
we met at about 12
headed to coffeebean to do work
I am halfway through my etiquette portfolio
After we got bored, we headed to the arcade
Spent 20 bucks on a stitch
the guy working there keep laughing at us
but we finally got it !
THANKS JESS :D
my Christmas present !
and thanks for the shirt
love yah TTM :D
We then headed to Subway for lunch
took crazy pictures with stitch
then headed to CDAC PL
got lost
was kinda funny when we started walking everywhere
asked for directions
JESS went to ask the sell newspaper lady

JESS: Aunty, Where is CDAC PL?
Aunty: HUH? Where got CD? What CD?
JESS: Ah, neverminds neverminds.

HAHAHS
and she laughed in front of her
MEAN
BUT FUNNY
HAHAHS
we walked even further
and we were REALLY lost
went to the nearest bus stop
and took a bus in the end
FUNNY
Met CH,I,M and C there
Mel came later, when everything ended
I have to carry my stitch everywhere
so it ended up in my bag, with its head poking out
SO CUTE LAH
took a cab back to LM
slacked there for awhile
then headed home (:

I had fun today ! :D

self esteem

2009-11-20T23:18:00.002+08:00

i have super low self esteem these few days
have been really unhappy
its killer when you need to get over someone
its killer when you know youre crushing on someone so bad
and whats worse is you know you will never be able to reach it.
what jess said was right
i shouldnt be upset over it and all
i know where i stand
its hard thats all.
Went out with K,A,ZY,K and JH
pooled.
dinner at ichiban
then had coffeebean
K and K came over to slack for awhile
they bullied my monkeh and took his vigin kiss
LOL

out with A and K

2009-11-19T21:06:00.002+08:00

finally ! i have enough sleep (:
K came over to find me
then headed out to meet A
shopping was great !
we had tea at zhou's kitchen
dim sum was nice
love the egg tarts (:
going out tmr again
to watch 2012 !
gonna sleep early tonight
school tmr !

mentoring

2009-11-18T22:39:00.002+08:00

i manage to wake up early today
despite only sleeping for 4 hrs last night
happy that i could concentrate and finish both my tutorials in class
(:
was suppose to meet JH today
but had mentoring anniversary briefing
thus, could'nt meet her
however, class ended at 3pm
and the briefing starts at 6pm
so there was nothing to do
trained all the way to pasir ris
and trained back
otw, met JH
was sooo surprised
happy tooo
:D
accompanied her around plaza sing for awhile
then headed for the briefing
ended at 9pm
home-ed
going to sleeeep ~

takecare people ~

crazy

2009-11-17T23:23:00.006+08:00

i could'nt explain how tired i am now
but i just have to wake up 5am tmr
to go to school
i seriously need a break
but i have loads of projects coming up as well
who wants to accompany me and sunday to do work?!
hahas !

sometimes its so far away
i give up walking;
not even giving it a try
but it hurt so much
when you know that you will never ever reach it

michy: tsk .. hahas, you get well soon lahs (:
GERMAINE: duhh .. of cos . LOL
JAMIZM:JASMESON ! YES YES :D
weikiat `: LOLS, the pics were very long ago (:
WanEr: HEYYS ! how are you !
Melv: Hellooos (:

superteen leadership camp

2009-11-16T14:55:00.002+08:00

it was really unexpecting
firstly, i get to see many people
which i have not seen for a long time
firstly, jessica, chenghao, joann, and xinying
i am realllyyyy happy to see them
of cos not forgotten,
brice, bryan, and alot more
Firstly, i told myself
i should not take up any leader roles
as i want to see things from different perspective
however, i learnt something out of this camp
i feel that we are not always right
sometimes we might be wrong
we learn different things from different perspective as well
this camp definatly pushed mt limits physically
being leader was really stressful
however, i learnt that communication is really important to lead
i would like to thank nicholas, for TTP-ing me
to let me know more and see things differently as well
thanks Issac, for giving me alot of support to
honestly, you brighten up alot of things for me
Thank you Astroboy,
melvin, roseann,gina,nicholas,brandon and bryan
for making this camp an unforgetable one (:

SHORTY HAIR

2009-11-12T21:27:00.001+08:00

YES I AM CRAZY

shall keep it until tmr
GRATES JAMESON
youre first :P
hahahahas

test !

2009-11-12T16:50:00.002+08:00

YIPPES
IDEA's presentation is over, and communication's test of over !
mummy brought chin ee and I out for lunch
was quite a surprise, but still . YAY
we had SushiTEI
didnt eat alot like usual
she was shocked and all
but it was nice :D
mum fetched me to school then
now waiting for michelle to be done (:

crystal

2009-11-11T22:05:00.003+08:00

yes im bored
lessons ended
headed to buy my scales book at plaza sing
then met qin at kovan
before that was downstairs playing with crystal
shes so dam cuteee
hahas
then qin and i went for dinner, had chicken rice !
headed for piano after that
qin waited for me
then came my place to slack as usual
bored
texting wk .
i am dam tireeed .

just a few pictures below
i just miss zakky and clique so much D:

library

2009-11-11T12:20:00.003+08:00

currently at the library
flooded by sms
talked to darren, haven met him for awhile
school started, everyone's busy
texted wk as usual, SLACKER
LOL
texted qin, dunnoe if we're meeting later
i wanna go plaza sing
get Scales grade 6
then walk walk awhile
before heading for piano !
(:
and buy my contact lenses.

GERMAINE: duh ! i always love youuu (:, wang wang ROCKS

krissyyy: i have nothing better to do babe ! COME HOME

QQ : hahas ~ ;luv

PING: HI PING (: lols ~

weikiat`: LOL, wang wang own you . :D

michy: duh, i hate myself . RWARS

on fire

2009-11-11T09:10:00.002+08:00

Dead tired yesterday
and i couldnt sleep until 2am last night
cos of my noisy sister
mum bought be wang wang
*wk dont jealous* :D
its like so nice okays (:
i am dam sleeepy now
woke up late for school
lessons is at 8am
i woke up at 7.20am
crazy .

IMM

2009-11-10T20:12:00.000+08:00

i still have yet to go to IMM
rwars!
forget it .
i wanna cut short hair, and let it grow again
but im scared that i will cry
LOL

tests

2009-11-09T19:15:00.001+08:00

was bored
did some random tests .

What type of personality do you have?
You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.

pissed

2009-11-09T16:52:00.002+08:00

dam .
i cannot believe that i wasted my freaking monday
when i know i will not be free anymore on other days
mum said she wanted to bring me and bro go to IMM today
but she came back and changed her mind
i came home cos i know it's zhen yu's holiday
and i think that it would be nice if i came home
wait for him
then go .
now im stuck at home
until next weekend
you dont know how pissed and angry i am now.
i thought that it would be nice if we go out together
before they all go china without me
arghs !
pissed pissed pissed !
by the time i am free
they will be gone to china
when they are back
its my stupid exams
how fair is this
and i have to wait till the bloody exams are over
freak .

IMM

2009-11-09T10:33:00.002+08:00

Yes, i am desperate to go IMM
hope mum agrees to go (:
anyway, i forgot to say this
i met gary sista finally after a year !
been too busy and all
MISS HIM SOOOOO MUCH (:
we chatted for like 2 hours.
hahas

having project management now
as boring as forever.
sianzxzx

IMM

2009-11-08T22:09:00.004+08:00

Woke up early this morning
went breakfast with angel jie jie, uncle, ahma, ahgong, gugu and the small ones
then they went science centre
i didnt want to do
followed jie jie and uncle to IMM
it was fun :D
i am going back there to shop manzxzxzx !
back home
had bad cramps !
slept for the whole afternoon ~
watched the devil wears prada :D
niceee (:

camp

2009-11-07T21:23:00.000+08:00

camp was great !
i meet great people and met new friends (:
i think they are all really nice and fun people
although camp was tiring
sleeping so late and all
i guess it was all worth it (:

i wanna go out tomorrow !
i wanna go ice skating
and have seoul garden !

camp

2009-11-06T16:51:00.002+08:00

will be in camp
back tmr night (:
im craving for seoul garden
but it has to wait D:

school, camp tmr

2009-11-05T21:03:00.002+08:00

Today was tiring
saw clara, reihana and dinali at the MRT
then weiqin called
so she came over
dinner at my place .
weiqin irrtated me
im dam sleepy .

damn .
i sat on the train ..
then it all came back
all the empty promises
all the lies you made
it hurt me
yes, it did .
very badly
i opened my eyes
it seemed like forever
but it was less than 2mins
i was tired .
my heart cant take another blow
its weaker than you think .

jh and jt

2009-11-04T20:43:00.003+08:00

HAPPY

met up with JH and JT

was lovely !

met up at cityhall MRT

went to marina starbucks

sit down there chit chat (:

headed to suntec cotton on later

JH shopped her heart out

she bought lots for things !

there as this sicko man trying to get JH try his product

so we ran away :D

was tempted to buy some hair products from bodyshop

but changed my mind

wasnt very sure

it was fun meeting up manzxzx

haven seen them for a long time

need to meet up more often ! :D

michy: Thanks girl (:

{♥} QQ : NIECE *loves*

weikiat `: LOLS , i slept 20 hrs yesterday. :O

MIN.♥: love yah too D: miss me than come my blog tag tag more :D

sleepy

2009-11-04T09:40:00.002+08:00

i almost gave up coming to school today
super shag
dam tired
super hungry @.@
gonna meet JH and JT later
*excited*
3 hrs break before gems
guess im gonna watch movie again
~.~
i wanna sleeeeep